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Apr. 22nd, 2009

i can't do this, i cant fucking do this anymore!
i can't eat, i cant not eat.
nobody understands. nobody. everybody gets a fucking attitude whenever i do something that isnt what they wanted.
well guess what?! at least i am dealing with something and trying to work through something!
what they fuck are you doing? you are running away from your problems.
and you cop an attitude with me because i am actually facing myself and dealing with shit?
try living for three years like this EVERY SINGLE DAY!
see how you are after this.
we never fight. ever.
but i cant deal with this shit anymore.

i binged again today, this is it for me.
this is life.
i suck, i fucking suck.
i cant function anymore, i cant deal with this anymore.
i cant deal with myself. im so tired and im going no where.
this isnt gettttting any better!
i never cusss, but this isnt me anymore.
i have changed, i am no more. this is it.

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cha_lle_nges
Apr. 23rd, 2009 03:05 am (UTC)
Heyy you can do it, okay? You can be who you want to be. It's possible. We're all trying to get there and we're all here for each other :)
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